WARNING: Novel ahead!

OMFG! AHH! I haven’t updated in so long! Yikes.

Anime Detour
I had SO much fun! I went as Saya Otanashi from Blood+, (minus the wig) Kana-chan went as an anime fan instead of Misa from Death Note. (she’s lazy like that) But it was really fun walking around with a sword. But it was REALLY odd walking around in a skirt! >< Have you ever tried playing hacky sack in a skirt? Can you say “awkward?” I have to get pictures back from Kana-chan, (I didn’t have a camera) and now since I have the wig, I want to do a photo shoot. To the park! XD
Prom
If I thought it was awkward being in a skirt, imagine a dress! But all in all, I did have a great time. I actually asked a guy to go! Damn, I was nervous. Even if it was my friend Donovan. I went up to him and asked, “I hope that this isn’t too late, and if Tom doesn’t kill me beforehand... would you want to go to prom with me, as friends?” He thought a bit and aid, “Umm....sure.” WHOO! I’m not going to prom as a third wheel or going in my emo corner there! My mom’s family was glad I was going and helped me get ready for it all. We got a dress, shoes, my nails done, my aunt did my hair and make-up... It was weird getting this kind of treatment! XD I’d rather be rolling around in dirt! Donovan, Tom and his girlfriend came over to my house before the we of us went out to eat. We got to Prom, and it was a great night! Kana-chan and her boyfriend looked so nice! I have pictures, and I’ll probably put those up sometime later. Fun time!
FCCLA competition
In early March, Tom convinced me to go to the FCCLA conference and sign up for culinary events. I was nervous signing up. I decided to do the food math competition, the sandwich prep, and the culinary competition event with Donovan and Tom. Throughout March and April, I kept thinking negatively about it. So Tom would “kidnap” me after school and we’d talk about it. I explained that I didn’t know anything but negativity and my dad never gave me any positive feedback. He gave me some advice that helped me go in the right direction. However, I was still nervous/negative about the competition when the day came. I’m not nearly as good as Tom or Donovan; I knew I’d bring them down. It’s a fact! On the last day they gave out medals and awards. I did horrible on the sandwich prep and the food math. (Near last place for both) But when they were giving out the awards for the competition, I found I was one of the people who got third, I was near second! I sat back down at the table, covering my face, trying SO hard not to cry. Tom sat back down and asked if I was ok. Said, “No...!” and started crying. I was so God damn happy. I got a freaking metal!!!! People were asking Tom, (because I was buried into his shirt) “Why is she crying? She got a medal” Tom laughed and said, “No, that’s why she’s crying.” And now, Tom won’t shut up about me being successful. :rolleyes: A constant reminder of that day. Damn him! Love that guy.
Drama
Actually, I do. 6-11th grade I had a assumed too much about whether or not a guy liked One thing was that I was WRONG! Heartbroken again. THEN I assumed that no guy would ever like me. Heartbroken? No. Happy? No. But then for about two months, it was like Tom was all that I ever talked or thought about. I figured since we hung out everyday, nothing was unusual. But lo and behold, I had a crush on him. No! (Tell him and you die! >.> ) Yarg. Here’s more drama: He loves me only as a little sister, plus has a girlfriend of 2 years, they’re not breaking up anytime soon. But he knows me as Kibou, not just a girl in class, he cares a lot about me, helps me out through SO much stuff, he made me smile again. It’s all I wanted in a guy, and I can’t have it. Nothing I’m not used to. We’re still going to be friends, though. No matter what.
GRADUATION!
Holy cheesecake, I’m graduating? Already? I just started 9th grade yesterday! T_T Yes, the days of CR High School are dwindling down for me. I only have 7 days left of high school. Damn! I’m going to get a picture of all my friends together at graduation. Hell, I’m going to be taking pictures like mad the last few days! These were the best years. I want to remember it all...

... holy crap his is long. I’m sorry it was, here’s a bunch of cookies and some toast to anyone who read it all!!!

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I finally got some good clips for your AMV. >< I owe you SO much! I’m sorry it’s taking this long!!!!!
Gah! I have the outline of yours done, just have to fix some things up. (Yami looks really... weird! ) I’ll be working on that!

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